Pretty shitty lies

I don’t want to see your bright side only

I want to see your dark side,

While dark side is stronger than we think

I understand that if you try too hard to hide your dark side

You are apparently controlled by your dark sides!

If you demand that you are a good person

At the same time try to prove that others are bad

Than I will know for sure, you are so self absorbed

Some people disappointed you, didn’t meet your demand?

If you keep saying that, you’re so full of roses!

Than I will know for sure deep down you’re poisonous

If you are so full of shit ,

than know for sure-

that you will find only other shitty people

When you are aware that, you are the shitty one

That moment you will stop looking outward,

Instead you will start looking inwardly

If I reject you, how do you take that rejection?

If I neglect you, how do you hold yourself up?

If I hurt you, will you hurt me back?

If I don’t answer your call, will you call me back?

If I pity you, will you pity me back to make things even?

If I don’t help you, will you help me again?

If I hate you, will you be able to love me?

If I stop being friendly with you, will you be my enemy?

I want to know your dark side, your dark desires!

I can enable you to be the stinkiest asshole ever

I can be so nice around you to see how you try to use good people

And I know how to push you! how to trigger you!

Or I can watch you intensely your every little act!

Oh I am interested to observe how you act-

While forbidden opportunities are presented in front of you!

Maybe I can also let you walk all over me

Then it finally come into the surface, you can’t hide it anymore!

Maybe you can hide from me, but you can’t hide from yourself.

Or you can only try to hide it from yourself too!

That’s why maybe you love pretty, charming lies

Ah! it is so comforting keep lying to yourself and others.

#poem 15/10/24